Running after taking a long break...

I been gone from the work place for 2 weeks; to serve my country and join the green forces.

Tomorrow I need to go back... but I am really not ready. I can feel it in my heart. Yet, I cannot clear it out of my heart.

And maybe Beryl is right... Time to just rest and get everything sorted out tomorrow. I mean people will understand right? I didn't purposely ignore all my work. But my mind and life was so different... It seems like for the past 2 weeks, I lived in a strange world... and now to go back to teaching...

It seems like asking a car to jump from 1st gear to 5th gear immediately. The intentions are there... but it ain't an easy task to perform.

No time no time no time!

I wish I can blog... Got so much to say... so much to tell.

But I think the only reason why I manage to stay sane without blogging is because I still have a lot of people around me. But there are so many more people I wish I can talk to... damm lar... how come there are so much constrains in life.

Well, the policy is clear... I will make an effort to visit my friends rather then spend time on cyberspace. I see how the internet has changed our younger generation makes me worried... well the only way I enjoy staying in contact is to go out. Yar. So drop me a message... I will be there!