I don't really know how to say this...

I always thought I wasn't good enough for anything... like in work, project groups, making jokes, treating friends well, relationships ... and of cos having that bit of success. People, even my close buds, always laughed at me for all the silliest things I do or say.

In fact... I was never confident in doing anything or achieve something great.
Example:
Instead of aiming high for my assignment grades (after being demoralized badly) ... I told myself, Just before I checked my results... "Ok, I think I will just pass... anything better is a bonus. Well aim low and if you get that great at least you won't feel bad." And in the end I got a credit (one grade above pass) for my assignment.

But last night... an email from Dr. Harvey Neo... made me believe a little bit more in myself. In fact... at least I know for now... I have left a piece of myself in written history... and yar... My ISM got published... in a journal.

I hope you don't read this as a note to boast about myself... because I know that there are so many of you who are much better then me, I was just lucky... and as usually I 'listen to my heart'.

On many occasions, people will come and ask me about what to do about certain issues or problems... I can't really say much most of the time... because you live your life the way you want it to be. But I always end up saying... "just listen to your heart and everything will be fine."

I think the little success I have today, tells me that this way of thinking can be successful. I didn't care if I was going to do well or if it was a better topic to score... I looked around like a flaneur, saw something that captured my attention and followed my gut instincts all the way... of cos, along the way... I just listened to my heart and tried to do the best I could...

And it worked. But I realized this way, where you choose to follow your heart and your passion... you sort of feel better about yourself and the choices you make.

Weddings...

I think I am going to attend a wedding soon... or someone will tie the knot pretty soon, get engaged etc.

Why?

It cannot be a coincidence when one person watched 2 wedding movies, went wedding gown shopping with a bridesmaid, had the word 'wedding' mentioned a tons of times in conversations and saw so many wedding cars in a week... seriously.

So anyone who was just engaged or moved another step into love. Please prove that this isn't just all a coincidence... or is June just a month of love?

P.S.
Updated 22nd June 2009... Zifen and Vincent my wow friends were engaged... how scary is this... Just a day after this post...

Yes you get to choose how I look!

If you haven't known... I cannot live beyond the brand... meaning I am a brand whore. So recently I was shopping for the next pair of Oakley specs... and I cannot decide.

So now... I need you all, my dearer friends... to vote for me. Please let me know, by leaving a comment, is it Spec 1, 2, 3 or 4 that I should purchase. O yar... you can also recommend a second choice? haha

Keep in mind I most probably will use this specs for long and to teach... so please help me out and reply me by Sunday evening which pair should I buy!

Thanks!

Love Leon...
still always as confused...

Set 1: Colour - green

Set 2: Colour - black and white patterns

Set 3: Colour - tortise shell

Set 4: colour - 4

P.S. ... you don't get me cam whoring often... so please enjoy laughing at my stupid smile. haha

Words of a Himbo

Over the weekend while I was playing Mahjong, one of my 'himbotic' friends claimed that Macdonalds was healthy... the Mcspicy in particular

"Mcspicy is healthy what. It has vegetables." (Loh, 2009)

Ok. Now tell me who will agree with that. Haha.

TIme to be a thinker... a low quality one.

Gina and I came up with the cork 'poem'... do enjoy!
(I came up with 3 lines, so the 'failness' comes from me not her)

"The moon is so bright,
My heart is in blight.
Something is not right,
Just feel like giving up the fight."

Ok, Please comment. haha.

Series 5 - Things just get whackier now a days

Okie back... after a long period of absence, I am back to bring some joy into your life.
Hope you enjoy these cork photos... haha

What a shop... I am sure the adventures are liberating... haha

Legend has it that Doraemon had ears to begin with...

I wonder who stays on this road...

A message on a children's notebook...
Am I suppose to feel emo or laugh?

Stop being prejudice against Asians...
We are more interesting that this...

What sort of drink is 'heavy'?

What happen to 'day-light' robbery?

This belongs to some anal cleaner...

Canon 10000
who the *&^% came up with such a brand!

How can a poster know there are 6 more parking lots?

'EEE' Club
Must be very scary or dirty.

'Salar' (wrong in Malay)
Should stay off this product

This packet of grapes cost 39 bucks...

Ten Ten Ten Tennnnnn!

What sort of emergency exit needs ADULT SUPERVISION?

You wouldn't go wrong if you are trying to impress
the mother-in-law with this gift!

Ivan Read this!

Ivan the show is at 950 at ANG MIO KIO HUB CATHAY

I will pick nana up later?

Meet us at cathay please

My number is 98469639 Gina is 98552725