You were never my equal cause i was always willing to put you above myself

I never wanted anyone to be like me or to be as good as me, especially Mish. A lot of you know that i encourage people to live to their fullest potential but i will always say: 'the choice is up to you ... i don't want to 'hai'/ 'sabo' you.'

I never did tried intentionally to make anyone commit to my decisions of how they should act. I think I can't as well... because I am weak. But no matter what, I wish that my friends get what they seek intentionally too obtain. And best is i wish they did it their way. I have always looked up to people; with few wishes that people respect me back.

Well today has been a rough day in that sense. I really wish Mish would understand, from the bottom of my broken heart, I wish her the best in life and most of all, I wish her love. Nothing else. For now I just hope she is safe and sound and that she is doing well in life.

"I wish you shelter from the storm,
A cozy fire to keep you warm;
But most of all, when snowflakes fall,
I wish you love."

I Wish You Love - Written by Leo Chauliac/ Translated by Albert A. Beach