Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I wanted to wake up but I almost couldn't

I dreamt of her a few days ago.

In that dream, I felt as thought I was still trapped. Trapped within those times where I wanted her back. Back when I felt so hopeless, thinking that she was everything.

I struggle to wake up from that dream but I couldn't. I kind of felt I was conscious. I knew that moment wasn't reality cause I had already gotten out of that period.

Yet I just couldn't snap out of the nightmare.

I don't know how I manage to wake up in the end. What I do know is, it doesn't hurt anymore. But I know going back to that stage might.

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