Friday, September 12, 2008

The value of out friendship.

I laid on my bed for hours.

Thinking about the split second mistake.

If I only I didn't shouted at a person I cared so much; Someone who makes me smile.

From 1145 till 1456, I really was very scared to wake up. Because I just wanted to ignore the realities.

I kept telling myself, as I laid there, that our friendship probably isn't that worth it.

But as I said, I was just trying to ignore the realities, our friendship is very much priceless.
That is why it hurt. Like a hole in the heart.

I kept looking at the phone from 1145 to 1456. Wanted to call you. But I didn't. Cause I was worried, It will piss you even more.

I kept looking at the phone from 1145 to 1456. I hope it rung, to indicate a msg from you.

It rung a couple of times, but it wasn't you.

I decided to crawl out of bed. Shifted the mouse on the table.

And there was your message at 1230.

Thank you for ensuring me the value of a true friendship.

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