I think I have a curse/ gift in me

In case you all haven't realize... your pal here is sick... yes he is suffering from Insomnia. I don't know when I got this curse/ gift... I just know since sometime after army... I have this amazing gift to stay wide awake in the middle of the night. I would have so much energy and adrenaline I can't sleep... now I learned that this is no gift... it is a curse. Believe me... I am still wide awake at 5 am in the morning... what is worse is I just finished 2 movies. I don't want medicine. Someone help me.