For the past few days, the world went kuku I tell you ... had to find last min guarantors for my MOE TA. Got into a mini accident while sleeping behind the wheel after rag. I got 2 crazy seminars which left me lost, I wondered should I just have filed for graduation haha. then I had to deal with the car repairs got irritated with a highway hooligan. Missed her, just like everyday. I felt my head compress and stuff, I really felt an all time low ... so much so I went into emo mode on sunday... only to be saved by becks and Ice cream.
Being bombarded by so much stuff, I am glad that I was able to recover... not sure how, but after I called her to apologize for an earlier flair of emotions ... I got much better... in fact i felt like i was floating... haha really high k.
the human spirit is like a rubber ball... no matter how hard you squeeze it (pressure, stress and emotions) ... it will never break... it will compress and absorb all forms of pressure. Till the point when an opposing force (relief, happiness and love) is applied the rubber ball (the human spirit) bounces back.
I know some of my friends are down now... this post is for you guys, believe in the human spirit, you all will get better soon or latter. In the mean time... friendship can help you as an 'opposing force'. Fight on.
For myself now, I am feeling better... but I know, that soon I will be 'squeezed' again ... till I found peace, love and harmony
"I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine "
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine "
Bend and Not Break - Dashboard Confessionals
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